Tuesday, October 9, 2012

I Choose Calm




I haven't had much to say so I've not been posting the last couple of days.  I have several drafts that represent some fits and starts but nothing of substance.

Do I have writer's block?

Who knows?  What I do know is that things have calmed down in the SoberMomRocks house and I don't mind that at all.  People are healing.  School is in full swing.  Fall is finally coming to the South.  Work has slowed to a crawl.  Time to take a breath.  Or is this the calm before the storm?  I choose to breathe.

My alcoholic brain would choose to view this as the calm before all hell breaks loose.  The problem with that is that I believe you bring about what you think about.  I spent a lifetime either creating or reacting to insanity.  I choose not to do that anymore. 

Rather, I choose to take life on life's terms.  One day at a time. 

How's that working for ya? 

Pretty damn good actually.

Namaste



"Inspiration is wonderful when it happens, but the writer must develop an approach for the rest of the time."
~Leonard Bernstein 

8 comments:

  1. Um yeah, what you just said. I too have started writing a half dozen posts but I'm just not feeling it. And that feels okay, if a little weird. Definitely feeling the 'choosing life on life's terms' right now. Wonder if it's contagious or something.

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    1. Maybe. Wouldn't it be wonderful if it was? I've got a few people I'd like to sneeze on if it was.

      Sherry

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  2. I used to hold myself to a self imposed rule of every day posting. Part of my freakish controlling life.

    After awhile I started to relax. Blogging should be fun (well, helpful anyway), and if I don't have anything to say why put more internet debris out there.

    You will get your inspiration back!

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    1. I think I had put myself under that same rule Lou...why? No idea. But I think it's okay to chill for awhile. I won't be quiet for long...I've got such a big mouth.

      Sherry

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  3. About creating chaos when it just isn't there. Yes.

    Today really is full of serenity - just "being" and doing life on life's terms. Its such a beautiful thing

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  4. Okay, let's all take the rest of the week off and enjoy some autumn solace before winter and the holidays start. I'm going to play hookie.

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